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Sunday, October 21, 2018

Struggling with Possessiveness

STRUGGLING WITH POSSESSIVENESS


Something inside our very DNA makes us want to possess whatever is beautiful and to have exclusively for ourselves whatever we love. It’s no accident that there are two commandments against jealousy. From a toddler’s tantrum over his mother’s inattention to the sexual jealousy so universal in adulthood, we see that it’s hard to look at what attracts us and respond only with gratitude and admiration.

For this reason, when we should be feeling wonderful, we often feel unsettled, restless, obsessed, and jealous in the face of beauty and love.

What do we do with our possessiveness? Good spirituality and good psychology agree that the answer lies in a healthy maturity that can admire without seeking to own and love without seeking to manipulate. But that’s easier said than done. We don’t change our deepest instincts (John of the Cross calls them “our metaphysics”) simply by willing away possessiveness.

What’s the answer? A life-long walk towards a very difficult maturity. Overcoming our incurable instinct to possess is one of the final hurdles in life. When we’re no longer prone to jealousy, we’re saints.

In the meantime, it can be helpful to name this. A symptom suffers less when it knows where it belongs.


Tuesday, October 16, 2018

29th Sunday in Ordinary Time (B)

Short Reflection for the 29th Sunday of the Ordinary Time (B)

Readings:  Isaiah 53: 10 – 11; Hebrew 4: 14 – 16; Mark 10: 35 - 45

Text: “Jesus summoned them and said to them, "You know that those who are recognized as rulers over the Gentiles lord it over them, and their great ones make their authority over them felt.  But it shall not be so among you. Rather, whoever wishes to be great among you will be your servant; whoever wishes to be first among you will be the slave of all.” (Mark 10: 42-44)

Meditation:  Take heed, God’s ways are NOT the same as ours; and the measure in the community of disciples is NOT the same as the measure of the world. Jesus reverses the measure among the community of disciples - the greatest among you is he who serves and the first is the least among you.  

The authority of politicians is usually exercised to preserve their power and to gain more wealth and prestige, at the expense of the poor. It should not be the case in the community of disciples.

DHIKR SIMPLE METHOD...
Dhikr is an Arabic word for remembrance. In the “tariqa” (the way) movement, dhikr developed into a form of prayer… It is a prayer of the heart… following three simple steps:

1. Write in one’s heart a certain passage of the Holy Writ…
2. Make the same passage ever present in one’s lips. 
3. Then wait for God’s disclosure on the meaning of the passage…that interprets one’s life NOW…!

It takes a week of remembering (dhikr)…or even more days to relish the beauty of this method…


Sunday, October 14, 2018

Satan Revisited

Satan Revisited….

In a traditional language that speaks of God and Satan or of Good and Evil, Satan is an embodiment of evil, and an agent in his own right.

I tend to think of all language as necessarily inexact when it is used to describe things beyond the experiential world – or, better, as free from the narrowness of meaning this-worldly understanding implies for it.

I think of evil as an aspect of human choices and actions, a failure to honor the sanctity of other human beings, as well as the abuse of creation with its inevitable human consequences.

In some contexts it may be useful to speak of these undeniable tendencies in us by personifying them and, in effect, externalizing them, but historically this has been dangerous and it has empowered Satan, so to speak.

Satan appears in the Book of Job to prepare the occasion for God’s overwhelming statement of his power when he speaks from the whirlwind.

The Paschal Mystery of our Lord put the whole struggle between God and Satan and between good and evil in a clearer perspective. Both the Passion and Death of the Lord and his resurrection show clearly the choices between the love for good and hatred for evil; and the choice for life even unto death that others thus become partakers of the resurrection with the Risen Lord.

BEWARE OF OUR CHOICES…!

Jun Mercado, OMI
Badaliyya – Philippines


October 14, 2018

Wednesday, October 10, 2018

28th Sunday in Ordinary Rime (B)


Short Reflection for the 28th Sunday of the Ordinary Time (B)
(In the Philippines, the second Sunday of October is dedicated to the Indigenous Peoples)

Readings: Wisdom 7: 7 – 11; Hebrew 4: 12 – 13; Mark 10: 17-30
Selected Passage: “As he was setting out on a journey, a man ran up, knelt down before him, and asked him, "Good teacher, what must I do to inherit eternal life?" (Mark 10: 17)

Meditation:  We often ask what we must do to inherit eternal life?  Like the young man in the gospel narrative, we, too, are NOT ready to embrace the radical imperative of the Gospel. After this initial ‘fire’ or conversion to the Lord, we go back to the usual way of calculating the cost and we simply turn our back and live as before.

In a more particular way, we focus on the Indigenous Peoples as our neighbors in need.  To enter the Kingdom of God, we need to ask ourselves if we have given our neighbors in need – food, drink, clothing; visited them when they are sick or in prison; and attend to their needs.  These good deeds for the IPs  and the needy would determine our love for God and neighbors.

DHIKR SIMPLE METHOD...
Dhikr is an Arabic word for remembrance. In the “tariqa” (the way) movement, dhikr developed into a form of prayer… It is a prayer of the heart… following three simple steps:

1. Write in one’s heart a certain passage of the Holy Writ…
2. Make the same passage ever present in one’s lips. 
3. Then wait for God’s disclosure on the meaning of the passage…that interprets one’s life NOW…!

It takes a week of remembering (dhikr)…or even more days to relish the beauty of this method…



Thursday, October 04, 2018

St. Francis of Assisi

St. Francis of Assisi and Islam

In 1219 a meeting took place between Francis and Sultan al Malik-al-Kamil of Egypt at Damietta (a Northern City in Egypt). It took place over a period of three week during the fifth Crusade. The encounter had deep impact on both (Francis and the Sultan and his Vizier.

The original call of then 5th Crusade in 1213 came with the Encyclical – Letter, Quia Maior. The letter established a comprehensive practical as well as religious framework for the new crusade – support the crusade material and spiritually. The Letter and 4th Lateran Council and the Crusade presented Islam as the enemy of God; enemy of the faith and it was evil. This was in keeping with then approach taken by Bernard of Clairvaux in his call for the 2nd Crusade. Francis arrived at the Crusaders’ Camp and he tried to dissuade the soldiers to engage in combat. He foretold their defeat at Damietta.

There are two strands in the desire of Francis to meet the Sultan. First was Francis’ FERVOUR OF CHARITY and 2nd was his DESIRE FOR MARTYRDOM. The Sultan and his Vizier recognized in Francis the HOLINESS akin to the Muslim Sufi. The Vizier of the Sultan was a well-known and respected Sufi - Fakr-el-Din-Farsi (in his tomb were written these words: “this man’s virtue is known to all. His adventure with al-Malik al-Kamil and what happened to him because of the monk, all that is very famous”). They listened to him as Francis proposed to undertake the test of faith by fire to which Francis, the Sultan and his Vizier would endure. The Sultan refused the challenge but continued to respect Francis who eventually returned to the Crusaders’ Camp. In the final farewell, the Sultan asked Francis to pray that he might receive from God a revelation as to which faith is most pleasing in God’s sight.

What was the Impact of the Encounter on Francis, the Sultan and the Vizier?

The encounter between Francis, the Sultan and his Vizier was a powerful foundational experience that FREEs both of them from the limits of one’s vision and understanding of life. This foundational experience allows the possibility of movement from one horizon to another. And movement into a new horizon may evolve what Fr. Lonergan speaks of as an “about face” – a new sequence that can keep revealing ever greater depth and breadth and wealth. Such an “about face” and new beginning is what is meant by a conversion. Fr. Lonergan describes Conversion in Method in Theology as a “process of sublation that keeps all the essential features of what is sublated but carries these forward to find FULLER REALIZATION WITHIN A WIDER AND RICHER CONTEXT”.

 The meeting or encounter between and among the ‘friends’ of God;
 Appreciating the value each represents and criticizes their defects, yet allowing one’s living to be challenged at its very roots by their words and deeds;
 Such an encounter is a way in which self-understanding n and horizon can be put to test.

Francis was never the same again after the encounter at Damietta…This found expression when he re-wrote Chapter 16 of the Rule. He did NOT speak anymore of martyrdom but told his brothers who wished to go as missionaries to the Muslims “to heal the violence of the world; testify to their Christian faith by a simple, peaceable presence and a disposition to service”. He as respectful of Muslims to the point that he encouraged Christians to emulate them in prayer and prostration, and to join Muslms — and others — in service to all despite their different religions, and he specifically told his followers not to try and convert them.

Having seen Muslim prayers while in Egypt he declared for his followers: “You should manifest such honour to the Lord among the people entrusted to you that every evening an announcement be made by a town crier or some other signal that praise and thanks may be given by all people to the all-powerful Lord God.”

And, “At the mention of His name you must adore Him with fear and reverence, prostrate on the ground ... so that in word and deed you may give witness to his voice and bring everyone to know that there is no one who is all-powerful but Him.” And instead of seeking converts among Muslims, in missionary work he charged his followers: “[The brothers] are not to engage in arguments or disputes, but to be subject to (serve) every human creature for God’s sake.” Those words calling us all — Christian and non-Christian alike for the sake of our shared humanity under God-Most-High — to service Him alone. Based on all that, I think it’s pretty obvious that in those three weeks St. Francis learned that Muslims were God’s people too.

And what did knowing St. Francis of Assisi do to Sultan al Malik al Kamel? Ten years later, in 1229, by diplomacy alone and by no act of warfare, the Sultan ceded control of Jerusalem, Bethlehem and a corridor from there to the sea to the Christians, saving only the Dome of the Rock and the al-Aqsa Mosque for the Muslims, and the temple area for the Jews.

Peace… One of the global values lived by Francis was Peace.

 The World is the “regio dissimilitudinis” and behind these dissimilarities are camouflaged injustices and violence.

 Every time Francis began his preaching, he invoked Peace… saying: “the Lord gives you peace.” It is Peace and all good (Pax et Bonun). His group carries out a true mission of peace – “Legatio Pacis”.

 The peace that is proclaimed in word ought always to be present in the heart. Let no one be provoked by us to anger or scandal, but rather let all through your gentleness, be led to Peace, Tranquility and agreement. “BE KINDER WITH YOUR NEIGHBORS.”

The Role of Mediation… During the Crusades, Francis had a profound impact on the Sultan and owing to his sympathy, tolerance and respect and love for peace. Francis gave a vote of confidence to the liberating capacity of kindness, gentleness, patience and understanding. Peace in his own PERSON manifested in his words, poetry and song.

PEACE IS NOT ONLY A GOAL THAT MUST BE REACHED, IT IS ALSO A METHOD.

Final Note: Francis was able to transform enmity to friendship; revulsion to love. The stigmata was also intimately tied to his experience at Damietta. When Francis heard of all the preparations for yet another Crusade by the mighty army of the Holy Roman Emperor Frederick II in 1224, Francis with few close companions went to La Verna to do a ‘Lent of St. Michael’ –an intense prayer and fasting on behalf of his brother al-Malik al-Kamil. The mystical experience of Francis at La Verna is called the ‘Soul’s journey into God’. The Stigmata of Francis was his identification of what signified in the Cross of Jesus. St. Paul’s writing to the Ephesians says: “for he himself is our peace, who has made us both one and has broken down in his flesh the dividing wall of hostility… that he may create in himself one new man in lace of the two, so making peace, and might reconcile us both to God in one body through the cross, thereby killing the hostility. And he came and preached peace to you who were far off and peace to those who were near. (Ephesians 2: 14 – 17)

Bapa Eliseo “Jun” Mercado, OMI
Badaliyya – Philippines
Feast of St. Francis of Assisi

October 4th, 2018

Monday, October 01, 2018

27th Sunday in Ordinary Time (B)


Short Reflection for the 27th Sunday of the Ordinary Tear (B)

Readings:  Genesis 2: 18-24; Hebrew 2: 9-11;  Mark 10: 2 - 16

Selected Passage: "But Jesus told them, "Because of the hardness of your hearts he wrote you this commandment." (Mark 10: 5)

Meditation:  We, too, are often afflicted with a certain hardness of heart.  We find this “hardness” in our heart and it makes us blind to God’s way.  We need to allow God to touch the hardness in us and he will melt it, thereby allowing GRACE to flow again in our life and community. Visit www.badaliyya.blogspot.com

DHIKR SIMPLE METHOD...
Dhikr is an Arabic word for remembrance. In the “tariqa” (the way) movement, dhikr developed into a form of prayer… It is a prayer of the heart… following three simple steps:

1. Write in one’s heart a certain passage of the Holy Writ…
2. Make the same passage ever present in one’s lips. 
3. Then wait for God’s disclosure on the meaning of the passage…that interprets one’s life NOW…!

It takes a week of remembering (dhikr)…or even more days to relish the beauty of this method…