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Friday, June 29, 2018

Towards a Spirituality of a Pilgrim and a Reader


Towards an Islamic  Spirituality -   a Pilgrim and a Reader...
By Eliseo "Jun"  Mercado, Jr.,OMI
Badaliyya - Philippines


A. Introduction

In the search for a new spirituality even in our contemporary world, it is always preferable to draw from our rich religious and cultural traditions. Religious as well as followers of many and holy paths have once again delved into their living traditions to retrieve the “fire” and the “spirit” that has imbued our forefathers and mothers through the years in meeting and responding to the challenges and crisis of their age.

The present reflection is not a guide through the spiritual classics of Islam, that is, the Giants of the “Sufi” tradition like Hassan al-Basri, Mansoor al Hallaj, Jallaludin al- Rumi, Muhammad ibn ‘Arabi, etc. The presentation is akin to a choice between the “Big” or “Small” paths or a choice between the two Theresa's of the Carmelite Traditions – St. Theresa de Avila or St. Therese of Lisieux. People can easily identify with St. Therese and her so-called “little way”, so the paper is a presentation of Islamic spirituality in the “little path” tradition.

B. The Common Spiritual Ground

1. Desert
2. Guide
3. Path, Water and Fire


1. Desert. The three Semitic religions – Judaism, Christianity and Islam – have a common MATRIX, the DESERT. It is no accident that the spiritual traditions of the three above monotheistic religions are rooted in this very harsh condition. Desert is desert and no amount of glamour and romanticism even from “spiritual writers” can change its cruel and harsh realities.

As a young religious, I had always wondered why our religious life also had its deep roots in the desert. I tried to fathom this mystery by actually venturing into the harsh desert of Upper Egypt in 1981. With a guide I visited the caves of our ancient and venerable Desert Fathers. There I sat in one of the caves to simply get a physical and spiritual “touch” with the environment that gave birth to a spirituality tied to the beginnings of monasticism. The caves showed many crude stone carvings of crosses made
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by people that tried to “find” God in the desert. Being brought by a tradition of touching holy and sacred grounds, I began milling around and touching the cross carvings in the walls as I relished the memories of the holy men and women who were in these caves.

It was there that I discovered the meaning of asceticism. There was no way to survive the desert without being ascetic. The harsh environment imposes a regimen on life that reduces needs to the barest minimum. The environment, that is, the desert has become the “enemy”. In such an environment, the sole reliance is on God! Discipline and ascetical practices are introduced to reduce want and needs, understood then as the tools of the devil. An ancient Arabic saying goes this way: “anyone who ventures into the desert and comes out becomes either a saint or a fool”. In reality, there is but a hairline difference between a saint and a fool.

The desert context is one of the powerful symbols in Islam. The prophet Muhammad was often drawn into the cave of Hira in his search for the path to God. It was in one of his journeys into this cave that the first revelation (Sura 96) was made. The experience with the “divine” was so moving that tradition celebrates the event as the night of power (laylat-ul qadr) during the month of Ramadhan (the 9th lunar month of the Islamic Calendar).

The first revelation is an invitation to READ or Recite (iqra) in the name of God, the Lord of creation. The strong emphasis on the invitation to “recite” shows that the initiative in the journey to God is begun by God. It is an invitation to a relationship that begins in the acknowledgement of God’s Lordship (Rabbika) thus a true worship (ibadat) of God necessarily must begin with being God’s “reader” or “reciter”. In time, through faithful “reading” and “recitation” of God’s word, the reader becomes “nearer” to God and this would bloom into “friendship” (Siddique). The peron who is close to God becomes friends of God.

To connect it to its matrix, the desert, the “invitation” to become a reader in the midst of that harsh and cruel environment is actually a call to life. Here we hear the echo of Psalm 95: “Today, listen to the voice of the Lord: do not grow stubborn, as your fathers did in the wilderness”.
The voice of God is an invitation to read and recite (iqra) that God is a mighty one and the Lord over all the gods. It is a call to listen to God and to be taught by Him (Sura 96: “thy Lord who taught by the Pen and taught man that he knew not.”). It is an invitation to abandon all the idols of the world and cling to the Lord for unto Him is the Great Returning!

2. The Guide (Shayk). The discernment of God’s invitation requires a GUIDE (Shayk). This is the reason that God sent messengers and prophets through the ages not only ‘recite’ and ‘proclaim’ God’s word but also to show the path. The need for guide is even made more urgent in the desert environment. No one ventures into the desert without a guide. The guide knows the way to the life-giving oasis. Without the guide, one is lost and dies.

In a more spiritual tradition, a person desiring to be God’s friend joins a path always associated with shayk. The shayk guides the “initiate” in the reading and meditation of the God’s word. The purpose of the shayk is to help the initiate discover the “hidden” (batin) meanings of the Word of God as contrasted to their latent or literal meaning.
Even today, no one joins the Pilgrimage (Hajj) without a Guide, else he simply moves and moves around without visiting the House of God. Yes, in the journey towards spirituality, “spiritual director” (a shayk) is not an option but an OBLIGATION.

3. The Path/Way. It is fascinating to note that all our desert religions revolve around (1) Path, (2) Water and (3) Fire. In Islam the path is always identified to the “straight path” – “the path of those whom Thou hast blessed, not of those against whom Thou art wrathful, nor of those who are astray” (Sura 1).

That right path is the Law of God (Shari’a). Faithful observance of the Law of God is walking through the straight path that leads to life as symbolized by the spring of water or well in the desert. In the daily life, one faithfully observes the Law of God, particularly in the worship of God – Confession of Faith (Shahadat), Prayer (Salat), Giving a portion of your wealth to the poor (Zakat), Fasting in the month of Ramadan, and the Visit of God’s House at least once in a lifetime.

The Islamic Law (Shari’a) to many non-Muslims appears harsh, especially the Criminal Law (Hudud), the most glamorized aspects of the Islamic Law in “western media”. Yet to Muslims, the Islamic Law lays the right movements of rituals, the right behavior and relationships in community and above all indicates duties and obligations. Thus it is the rudder that keeps the boat in the right direction and keeps it from keeling.

The person who desires His Holy Will faithfully observes the Law. The faithful observance of the Law leads to the resting place - to freedom and life as well. Among the initiated to the path (tariqa), a fire is given (HUWA in the form of lamp). He (God) is the fire that illumines the Path.

The Tariqa (The Path). In some Tariqa circles (“brotherhood” of Ascetics), the journey to God is often described as passing through seven (7) stages.

The first stage is nafs amara or the soul of the flesh. In this first stage, the faithful observance of the Shari’a is crucial since this is the way of the beginners.

The second stage is nafs alawama or the spirit of test. This is the narrow road and the way of the penitent thus it requires a discipline. This is the beginning of ascetic practices under the guidance of a shayk. The color of this particular stage is yellow (the light), the outlook of ascetics.

The third stage is nafs al-mulhamat or the listening spirit. This is to train oneself to listen and to receive inspiration. This is the stage for inward looking and probing – the beginning to journey into the heart... The color is Red.

The fourth stage is the quiet soul. The self is found and the reality as well. One begins to experience one’s closeness to God ... the Truth. The color is white.

The fifth stage is the happy Soul or nafs aradit. This is the beginning of a journey within God. The knowledge that is hidden is penetrated... God is filling one’s nothingness - State of emptiness is experienced. The color is green.

The sixth stage is the soul seeking approval or nafs mardiya. This is describes as “going away from God”. One goes back to the way of the Shari’a and find their essence. The color is Black.

The seventh stage is the soul of perfection or nafs kamilat. The journey is God. The journey is UNION with God.

C. The Journey and the Pilgrims. Spirituality is the journey through the Path that leads to life. This is physically lived during the performance of the Hajj. (An account of the Hajj... Embarking on a journey, Entering into the state of ihsan (purity), Standing in His Presence, Readiness to wait and heed his bidding, Renouncing Satan, and the Great Sacrifice – ‘Idul-Adha.)

The state of purity that is required upon embarking on a journey is similar to the biblical call: “Blessed are the pure of Heart, they shall see God” (Mt. 5:8). It is the singular devotion to the One True God and thou shalt NOT associate anything with Him.

Singular devotion to God is not fundamentalism of sort that is often associated to fanaticism. The Qur’an speaks that “It is not piety, that you turn your faces to the East and to the West. True piety is this: to believe in God, and the Last Day, the angels, the Book, and the prophets, to give of one’s substance, however cherished, to kinsmen, and orphan, the needy, the traveler, beggars, and to ransom the slave, to perform the prayer, to pay the alms” (Sura 2: 172).

D. The Reader (Lectio Divina)

A very powerful symbol of a person nearest to God’s Word is the one who reads His Word (the Qur’anic reading). He recites the Word of God from the heart and uses the Book (Kitab) as his guide. God’s Word absorbs the person in his whole being and this, in a way, expresses the “union” between the believer and the living Word of God (similar to partaking of the Body and Blood of Jesus Christ in the Eucharist). The first COMMAND given to the prophet is “READ” (Iqra) that is to what God has revealed.

I have a rebel - friend who in times of great distress finds rest/solace in the reading of the Qur’an. He would retreat in a corner and sits on his prayer mat with the Qur’an in front of him and begins his beautiful recitation of the Word of God. He and the people around him are transformed and mesmerized by the power of the Word. Yes, it works like magic and it is a miracle! This same reading of the Word of God in the Book (just in the same way as the eating of the Word of God made flesh) is the source and fountain of Holiness. As the great Chesterton said: “Yes, a tree grows fruit because it is a magic tree. Water runs down because it is bewitched. In the same way why do eggs turn to birds or leaves fall in autumn or as Cinderella asked her fairy godmother why mice turned into horses or her clothes fell from her at twelve o’clock.”

E. Ahl al-Dhikr (The people of Remembrance). 

The people who remember and are initiated to the remembrance of God are called the ahl al-dhikr. They meditate on the Word of God and discover the mystery “hidden” in the Word. Their life is devoted to the Divine pleasing (ridwan-lillah). Holiness is to “remember” and act and do what is pleasing to Him. It is a lifetime life of remembrance and a life that is pleasing to God!


Monday, June 25, 2018

13th Sunday in Ordinary Time (B)

Short Reflection for the 13th Sunday of the Ordinary Time (B)
Readings: Wisdom 1: 13-15. 2: 23-24; 2 Corinthians 8: 7, 9, 13-15; Mark 5: 21-43
Selected Gospel Passage: “She had heard about Jesus and came up behind him in the crowd and touched his cloak. She said, ‘If I but touch his clothes, I shall be cured.’ Immediately her flow of blood dried up. She felt in her body that she was healed of her affliction.” (Mark 5: 27-29)
Reflection: In our journey through life, we, too, have experiences of healing touches. Like the woman in the gospel, we do say… ‘if but I touch his clothes, I shall be cured.’ We should have that faith of the woman, then our healing begins…!www.badaliyya.blogspot.com

Thursday, June 21, 2018

The Solemnity of the Birth of John the Baptist


June 24, 2018:  Solemnity of the Birth of St. John the Baptist

Readings: Isaiah 49,1-6; Acts 13,22-26; Luke 1,57-66.80

Selected Passage:  "What, then, will this child be?" For surely the hand of the Lord was with him. The child grew and became strong in spirit, and he was in the desert until the day of his manifestation to Israel.” (Luke 1: 66. 80)

Meditation.   John was full of the Spirit. He baptized with water – the turning away from sin and opening to accept the way of the Lord.  He was NOT the Messiah. He was the one who was destined to prepare the way for the Lord. 

We, too in our Baptism, are filled with the Holy Spirit. We are baptized in the name of Jesus Christ – not only cleansing us of our sins, but transforming us to become God’s sons and daughters in Christ.  We become LIKE unto Christ! www.badaliyya.blogspot.com



Wednesday, June 13, 2018

11th Sunday in the Ordinary Time (B)

Short Reflection for the 11th Sunday in the Ordinary Year (B)

Readings: Ezekiel 17: 22-24; 2 Corinthians 5: 6-10; Mark 2: 26-34

Selected Gospel Passage: “The kingdom of God is like a mustard seed which at the time of its sowing in the soil is the smallest of all the seeds on earth; yet once it is sown it grows into the biggest shrub of them all and puts out big braches so that the birds of the air can shelter in its shade.” (Mark 4: 31-32)

Reflection: The kingdom of God is planted to each one of us at Baptism. Like the mustard seed, the reign of God grows in us through listening to his Word, celebration of the sacraments and through good deeds.  What is important is that we should ALWAYS pay attention is the ever increasing presence of God in our lives… both in our words and deeds.  If we are involved in God’s work (kingdom of God), we must have patience.  www.badaliiya.blogspot.com

DHIKR SIMPLE METHOD...
Dhikr is an Arabic word for remembrance. In the “tariqa” (the way) movement, dhikr developed into a form of prayer… It is a prayer of the heart… following three simple steps:

1.    Write in one’s heart a certain passage of the Holy Writ…
2.   Make the same passage ever present in one’s lips. 
3.   Then wait for God’s disclosure on the meaning of the passage…that interprets one’s life NOW…!

It takes a week of remembering (dhikr)…or even more days to relish the beauty of this method…

Saturday, June 09, 2018

Life's Key Question

LIFE'S KEY QUESTION

The heaviness of such a question is enough to intimidate a person with a spirituality deeper than my own, and when it’s asked by someone twice your age whose heart seems already deeply charitable, faith-filled, and wonderfully-mellowed through years of quiet prayer, then perhaps the best answer is silence. I wasn’t so naive as to offer him much by way of an answer, his trust in me notwithstanding.
How do we prepare to die? How do we live so that death does not catch us unaware?
The first thing that needs to be said is that anything we do to prepare for death should not be morbid or be something that distances or separates us from life and each other. We don’t prepare for death by withdrawing from life. The opposite is true. What prepares us for death, anoints us for it, in Christ’s phrase, is a deeper, more intimate, fuller entry into life. We get ready for death by beginning to live our lives as we should have been living them all along.
How do we do that?
We prepare ourselves for death by loving deeply and by expressing love, appreciation, and gratitude to each other. Jesus says as much. When the woman at Bethany poured an entire bottle of expensive ointment on his feet and dried his feet with her hair, he commented on her lavish expression of affection and gratitude by saying: “She has anointed me for my impending death.” What he meant should not be piously misinterpreted. He wasn’t saying: “Since I’m soon to die, let her waste this ointment!” He was saying rather: “When I come to die, it’s going to be easier because, at this moment, I am truly tasting life. It’s easier to die when one has been, even for a moment, fully alive.”
Had that old monk cornered Jesus and asked him the same question he asked me, I suspect, Jesus might have said: Prepare for death by living more fully now.
Work at loving more deeply, less discriminately, more affectionately, and more gratefully. Tell those close to you that you love them, and death will never catch you like a thief in the night.”

Monday, June 04, 2018

The Major Imperatives in a Mature Discipleship

THE MAJOR IMPERATIVES WITHIN MATURE DISCIPLESHIP

Gratitude not only defines sanctity, it also defines maturity. We are mature to the degree that we are grateful. But what makes for a deeper human maturity? Here are some major demands that reside inside both human and Christian maturity:
• Transform jealousy, anger, bitterness, and hatred rather than give them back in kind: Any pain or tension that we do not transform we will retransmit. In the face of jealousy, anger, bitterness, and hatred we must be like water purifiers, holding the poisons and toxins inside of us and giving back just the pure water, rather than being like electrical cords that simply pass on the energy that flows through them.
• Let suffering soften rather than harden our souls: Suffering and humiliation find us all, in full measure, but how we respond to them, with forgiveness or bitterness, will determine the level of our maturity and the color of our person. This is perhaps our ultimate moral test: Will my humiliations soften or harden my soul?
• Forgive: In the end, there is only one condition for entering heaven (and living inside human community), namely, forgiveness. Perhaps the greatest struggle we have in the second-half of our lives is to forgive: forgive those who have hurt us, forgive ourselves for our own shortcomings, and forgive God for seemingly hanging us out unfairly to dry in this world. The greatest moral imperative of all is not to die with a bitter, unforgiving heart.
• Become ever-wider in your embrace: We grow in maturity to the degree that we define family (Who is my brother or sister?) in way that is ever-more ecumenical, interfaith, post-ideological, and non-discriminatory.  We are mature only when we are compassionate as God is compassionate, namely, when our sun too shines those we like and those we do not. There comes a time when it is time to turn in our cherished moral placards for a basin and a towel.
God is a prodigiously-loving, fully-understanding, completely-empathic parent. We are mature and free of false anxiety to the degree that we grasp that and trust that truth.

Friday, June 01, 2018

The Haunting Equation

A HAUNTING EQUATION

I remember my novice master challenging us with the notion that there is no recorded incident in scripture of Jesus laughing; the idea being that all of Jesus’ depth took its root inside his suffering. Laughter and lightness of heart are to be seen as superficial.
Any good psychologist, spiritual director, or mentor of soul, will tell you that most often, real growth and maturity of soul are triggered by deep suffering and pain in our lives. It’s not so much that God doesn’t speak as clearly to us in our joys and successes, but we tend not to be listening in those moments. Suffering gets our attention.
As C.S. Lewis once said, pain is God’s microphone to a deaf world. There is, undeniably, a connection between suffering and depth of soul.
We must be careful not to read too much into this. When we look at Jesus, and many other wonderfully healthy people, we see that depth of soul is also connected to the joyous and celebratory moments of life. Jesus scandalized people equally in both his capacity to enter into suffering and renounce worldly joys and in his capacity to thoroughly enjoy the moment, as is evident in the incident where a woman anoints his feet with a very expensive perfume. His depth of soul arose both from his suffering and from his joy. And his gratitude, I suspect, arose more out of the latter than the former.
In his novel, The Unbearable Lightness of Being, the Czech writer, Milan Kundera, weighs the equation: What is of more value, heaviness or lightness?  His answer: heaviness can crush us, but lightness can be unbearable: “The heaviest of burdens crushes us, we sink beneath it, it pins us to the ground.  But … the heavier the burden, the closer our lives come to the earth, the more real and truthful they become.  Conversely, the absolute absence of a burden causes man to be lighter than air, to soar into the heights, take leave of the earth and his earthly being, and become only half real, his movements as free as they are insignificant."
What then shall we choose? Weight or lightness? … That is the question. The only certainty is: the lightness/weight opposition is the most mysterious, most ambiguous of all."
Truly it is.