Kargador at Dawn

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Monday, April 08, 2019

The Power of Helplessness

THE POWER OF HELPLESSNESS

When we speak of "the passion of Jesus Christ" we are not talking so much about anything that Jesus actively did, but rather about what was done to him, what he endured, what he submitted to and what he carried in silence during his last hours on earth.

But what is the value of such "passivity"? How does silent suffering, that does not actively intervene and alter a situation, change anything? Why do we value Jesus' passion so much when it was precisely the time in his life and ministry (a very short time in fact) when he was not preaching, teaching, feeding, healing, and actively helping others? How can one help anyone by standing helplessly by as injustice unfolds? What is the value of these things: Sweating blood in a garden? Silent tears? Prayers that aren't publicly manifest? Interior dissent that is powerless to change the actual situation on the outside?

Jesus answered this with another question: "Wasn't it necessary?" Doesn't defeat sometimes mean victory? Aren't silent suffering, interior protest, and helpless empathy sometimes the real weapons for change? Isn't the sweating of blood the key to sustaining all of our commitments? Isn't the carrying of tension the key to love and family life? Isn't it only when we admit our helplessness that God finally enters? 

"Why is this necessary"? The answer to that questions lies at the heart of all wisdom, all Christian revelation, all depth, all maturity. But it is an answer that we will not find in books, nor in Socratic reflection. We will find it precisely when we ponder in the biblical sense, namely, when we stand helpless, muted, and frustrated, but listening, before a pain, an illness, or an injustice that so overwhelms us that we are unable to rely on any power save that of God.
What is taught us there holds the key to everything.


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